Friday, 21 September 2007

The Start

Here I stand at the start of a
very long and rocky road to
freedom, alone, unknown and
untried.
Scared that what I have started
I will never be able to finish
He chose to cheat, I chose to let
him go
Would it have not been easier to forgive and
forget
To hope that every time he left the house
He headed to someplace he should
I feel deep in my heart that he was lost to me
long before the day I discovered a receipt for a dinner
I did not eat, and diamonds I do not wear
bought by a man I no longer know
So, as the starting pistol fires
I am off, running, searching, turning back,
looking forward
seeking the fork in the road that will take
me to a place I deserve to be
to once again smile, breathe and feel like me.

2 comments:

Un Peu Loufoque said...

Dear brave Mousie, one step at a time and an eye kept open to all those new opportunitees, it may not seem like it now I know but you are embaking on a wonderful new adventure, a difficult one but you will come through it a happier mousie in the end far happier than a Mousie who chose to spend the rest of her life worrying if he was where he said he is I am sue. You go girl !!!!

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